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| siigh..well..you know what, i still kinda miss a certain person. aha. i am so GAY! my journalism teacher told me to try and stop using that phrase, so i started saying queer and he said that that is still inappropriate. man. no pleasing that man! anyways yeah. as gay..queer..lame WHATEVER it sounds, sometimes i do still miss certain person. despite the jerky moves and what not vertain person has done lately.. (you see how i try not to make who it is obvious? aha..) idk. i just have a lot of good memories that i can never forget. no matter what. because i know deep down inside this person is a great person. siiiiiigh. its really not cool how some things turn out. i was very naive and sometimes, i still am. i know i am a better person now then what i was a year ago. i am harder, better, faster, stronger and i wish certain person could see that. i just keep telling myself "in god's time" whatever the future brings, its the future god wants for me. i just really miss certain person. these episodes..where i just reminisce and think and remember and miss don't come as often as before, but i guess they still come. i tell myself "yeah, i am moving on.." and you know what, i am! just not completely. one day. i am sure. of course, a piece of me will still feel how i felt for a very long time, but what are you going to do?! thats just how the cookie crumbles!
anywhoo.. enough of that lameness. i can never leave you xanga! tumblr is really great and everything, but i will never abandon you! the end it near! the end of high school that is! june 18-a day to remember. right now i am thinking about what my next move is going to be. eat? sleep? work out? change? probably pee. i am enjoying the new hillsong and coconut records album. i am excited for conference. i can't wait for sophie's big birthday party. i still miss certain person. i love patris forever. i love my family. i need to work out. i need to buy a prom dress. i need to buy a prom ticket. i love work. i need to drive. i am sleepy. i can never get rid of xanga.
live long and prosper.
yeah, i love star trek too.
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| Holy Gospel of Jesus Christ according to Saint John 15:12-17.
This is my commandment: love one another as I love you. No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's life for one's friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. I no longer call you slaves, because a slave does not know what his master is doing. I have called you friends, because I have told you everything I have heard from my Father. It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you. This I command you: love one another.
Copyright © Confraternity of Christian Doctrine, USCCB
love one another.. siigh..ok.
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| hi xanga, i haven't updated in a while, sorry. i did start a new blog, tumblr, but i didn't start updating that until like 2 days ago. idk i just didn't feel like it. i went on a lot. i read everyone's updates and stuff. i wanted to write but i guess the words didn't want to come out. anyways, several things have happened in my life. i don't want to go in depth or anything but here's the gist of it:
- spring break i went to sf with my sisters. they took me there so that i could see the school and the city and really figure out if i want to go there or not. it was tuff. i seriously couldn't decide, but i had to think about everything and what was the best decision and what was best for me and all of that. i decided not to go. just go to jc for 2 years and transfer. go me! haha
- prom fashion show at school-very fun!
- i am graduating in 32 school days!
- pre con was amazing!
- jeff is leaving :(
- freddy is my new cp!
- west is not splitting!!
- i have my liscence! aha yeah right
- prom is coming up aah!
- sophie is turning 1 may 15
- easter and lent is over. it was nice
- aah i can't really remember what else
basically i can't wait for the summer and i can't wait to graduate and i can't wait for fall. my good friend denisa graduates on june 4th and leaves for rome june 15! she's going to school there! isn't that crazy?! i am so excited for her, but i just wish she could spend summer here:( its ok i guess. its god's plan for her. ok see you later xanga! i will never forget you!
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it says, "calendergirls(&karl)
are so hot they're on FIRE!"
ahahahah..
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